Great read, Lisa! I feel the exact same way about death as you do. Like you said, it appears strange to people which is why I doubted if anyone else will ever see death in a graceful, miraculous manner. I'm glad you do.
It may sound weird & inhumane to some people but even I find of ways to be able to meet with people who could be on the verge or dying or have died just about a few hours ago. Whenever I see a dying person or a dead body, I fall into this endless spiral of thoughts about life and existence. I can't categorize them into good and bad but it feels good to fall into that thoughtful mode and to see the unseen, up close.
Don't you think the concept of death itself is quite wonderous? I'm highly fascinated by it and I often write about it too.
Thanks for sharing :)